Three in a row...

Well first and foremost thank you Maryann for being there with kind words...that was a beautiful blog and I appreciate it.

So ya...for you who read this...the whole two of you...(love you Kelly and Maryann!!) you already know the situation with my ring...but maybe this will be theraputic to me to just get it off my chest I guess.

I have seent he completed version of this ring in my sleep latley....Todd and I passed out so many fliers with a picture of it all over the county.

Now some of you may be wondering how it was stolen...I will tell you but this story comes with fine print...if you ask if i wish i wouldnt have taken it off now, i will vomit all over you.  with that being said, i take it off when i wash my hands, i cant stand the feeling of slimey soap inbetween the band and my fingers, it slides off...its annoying, so i take it off and put it back on...well i forgot it and went back to my table at bingo...i literally sat down and realized it wasnt on my finger, went back to the bathroom and it was gone.

There was a fat, nasty, welfare, smells like smoke, wearing flip flops with nasty toe THEIVING bitch comming out of the stall while i was walking out after drying my hands, i politley said excuse me to her and went out the door.  THAT WOMAN HAS MY RING...but how do i prove it?  i cant, all i can do is put up flyers, call the cops, go to all the pawn shops, jewerly stores, take one around with me adn shoe it to anyone who will look at it.

this woman has no idea what she has done to me, Todd, Kaila, Cynthia, my mother (r.i.p), her grandmother...that ring was more than just a ring.

let me explain the fine print statement, after this incident...i mean IMMEDIATLEY after i get asked this twice and it infruiated me....NO MATTER WHY, WHERE, HOW, OR ANYTHING NOBODY HAS THE RIGHT TO STEAL MY RING!!  IT DOESNT MAKE IT RIGHT....IT WILL NEVER MAKE IT RIGHT...I AM NOT BEATING MYSELF UP OVER THIS...DONT ASK IF I WISH I HADNT TAKEN IT OFF...I WILL WANT TO RIP OFF YOUR FACE I SWEAR...EVEN IF YOU ARE 80!!

yes, of course i wish i hadnt taken it off...i wish i would have had kaila at an older age, i wish we had elizabeth after we got married, i wish i lived closer to maryann and kelly would move there too....but i can do NOTHING about any of these things and if i harbored feelings all day long about them i would crawl in a hole and die...so since this isnt an option, i have a family to take of, a house to run and a husband to make sure is happy, i dont have time to focus only on the bad, the unfair, the dark dark obiss that can overcome one with depression.  this incident could have put me there, but thank god i have the love of a great family, friends, and just DOING something about it i have been able to "morn" the loss of my family heirloom wedding ring because someone feels they had the right to put it in their fat pocket or whatever roll she stuck it under (my poor ring) and steal it from me...it may sound silly but i really hope she is taking care of it, it isnt thrown on a table somewhere or some crack dealers pocket...

oh well...lesson learned...the hard way   the morning will end and i will at least be able to wake up without reaching for the bedside table and my ring...

sorry mom...i hope you can fogive my mistake and haunt the bitch until she gives it up...